Friday, September 30, 2011

Wake me up when September ends.

Many of my friends posted this link on Facebook status update. 
And yes, today's the last day of September.
    
About three to five months ago, I thought I would have the whole September off to myself, in Penang, and of course to my family.
About a month and a half ago, I was arranged to start work on 19th September which I am pretty okay with it since it is also beneficial for me to start work a lil earlier and I can earn a lil more money too.

This month, I had the whole September off.... accidentally, and perfectly not the way I wanted. I was lost for the past 14 days and now I am kinda....mentally and err physically sick? (well, it's just very light running nose so I'm still fine) I could never explain whose fault was that but of course I was to be partly blamed for what happened. But still....I couldn't believe such ridiculous thing could happen. Argh...I don't know how to explain this but I guess this is really a once in a lifetime thingy. And I got over it and October comes and I shall start a new life soon.

Yeah :) Finally something good out of my mouth LOL.

People....my address in HK is 10/F, 21, Hak Po Street, Mongkok, Kowloon, HK SAR.
And excitingly, my house is 95% ready for guests and visitors ^^
Yippeeee....

亂語

看著我親愛的室友連續幾晚這樣在刷夜我覺得很心疼。
反省了一下,也非常贊同自己就是沒有那樣的毅力所以才沒有像她那樣成功。
但最近真的憂鬱了許多。
媽媽說,沒關係,好好休息。這也能讓你嘗嘗失業的人是什麽滋味。
天哪……我不要在這裡休息,也當然像我那麼愛忙碌的傢伙才不會不知道沒事做的滋味有多難受。
……啊,是真的很難受很難受。
就像迷失了方向,很空很空一樣。
責怪自己笨,責怪自己命不好,這樣反反復複過了個十來天。然後就算距離真正開工的日子越來越近,心裡還是覺得很不踏實,很不甘心,很不…………
愉快。
【啊~我是居然悶到發病的了】

我沒有告訴很多人。
只有有問過的朋友們才知道吧……
但也或許大家都認為我是誇大了整件事,或許發洩發洩一下就好。

……………………
誰會來明白呢。

我原本策劃中的九月份是一個夢,but
I woke up…before September ends. And it hurts……

P/S: 對不起,我又再隔了很久才上來了。這次,我不再make blank promises.